I refuse to give up on you.
Please don’t tell me to walk away from something that means so much to me. You (and he) mean so much to me. An issue that is too great for me to handle is not too great for God to handle. I may not be able to say the right things, but I can pray. And nothing is going to stop me from praying.
Sometimes I just want to kick Satan in the face. This world is broken enough without you trying to drag it further down.